August 18, 2005

1st Sexual Relation... (no date - probably 1999)

A while back, not too long ago, I was cruising State St. looking for something to fill my empty void. Searching, as I had done many times before, was always pointless. It was a waste of time, gas, and lies to my parents. "I'm going dancing with Ama"

Well, this night was different. It was June or July, and I was fresh out of the temple. I was just heading home. A car pulled next to me, we stared, I followed. He came in my car, we parked, and he jacked me off.

Nothing more happened, he gave me his # but I threw it away as I drove home crying.


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Blogger Jared said...

wow! the temptation must have been really strong there bud! If you were just out of the temple, why did u decide to jack off the first place?

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

There is nothing wrong here, you cant change being gay, even as a Mormon. I cried to after my first experiance, but things got better. You are conditioned to feel guilt. Its called brainwashing. God doesnt hate gay people. I am good, hardworking, honest, drugfree, non cheater gay man, who used to be mormon. God will understand.

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